Forever January

god i love to turn my little blue world upside down

– Tori Amos, Upside Down

I had no idea so much change was going to come rushing in at the turn of the year, so many re-paintings of my days.

And I just can’t help but feel that you’ve been a catalyst — you speed up these reactions in my heart. And my logics say, “Whoa, hey there! Slow down!” But the heart can’t listen. I feel this way, she says, and I’m going to feel this way. And I’ve been sleeping for so, so long … I’m not going back into the dark.

You’re turning my world upside down; I’m upside down.

No, no … That’s not it at all.

I’m falling in love.

With you.

And it puts me upside down.